Self Representation = Unintended Glorification

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 05:01:22 GMT

I made a new journal.
IM me if you want the new link.

This one is over.

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 01:17:52 GMT

I slept till 11.
And it was GREAT!

Then I uhm chillaxed around the house.

I went out to dinner with Tom and Brian.
We went to the Buffet place next to Holy Cross.
On the way there I saw fake Jil.
We ate there and I saw fake Alyssa.
On the way back I saw fake Julie.
So many dopplegangers today!

We were blasting Get Low and came up to a redlight.
And this black girl was cracking up lol.
Black people love me.

I'm not sure what's gonna happen tonight.
I'm startin to get sleepy though, so if somethin doesn't happen soon I'm gonna go lay down.

I think I'm gonna start getting with *****.
I wonder how long it'll take before I do..
I never make the first move so it could get tricky.
I bet I can do it though.

I was thinkin about *** alot this morning.
It was triggered by the silliest thing.

*** has been on my mind alot lately.

I weigh 147.5
I'm gonna go on a diet and show all them fatties how it goes.
My goal is to be 140 by next Monday.
That's about a pound a day.
I can do it.

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 07:17:18 GMT

Friends Only.
Biznatch.

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 06:49:16 GMT

Did you ever want to tell someone something, but you didn't want to hurt them? :(

I have a not so nice secret thats eating me inside. :(

I wish I could tell her..
When I can find the chance, I think I will..

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 05:31:43 GMT

Today I was lazy.
I slept late and then Eric called.
He was comin get me and Darren so I hopped in the showa and then walked over to Darrens.

We drove around and then went to Sporers house and watched TV. Lots of tv.

Then we went to Steves. And watched more tv.

Then we went to Ernies and went to super wawa.

We hung out at the wawa for a while.
We saw alot of people we knew.

Then I went home.

I thought I was going to hang out with Ann tonight but that ended up not happening.

Jil immed me earlier for the first time in a while.
I was curious about what she wanted and it just turned out she wanted me do somethin for her. That's gay.

I've been thinkin alot about *** lately.
It's weird, thats so not me.

I gotto wake up tomarrow and goto the hospital and NAF.
That's not lookin too fun.
Then I got school at night.

I hope somethin else happens to make it better.

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 01:25:14 GMT

Uhm I slept till like 5.
I remember Darren calling wanting to go look for jobs.
But I was too sleepy and went back to bed.

Class was ok.
We talked about sex.
I like sex.
We got our midterms back.
They're worth 40% of our grade.
I got an A.
Yay.

I'd have the class in the bag if I wasn't quiet.
Participation is 20% of the grade..

I think all I said in class today was 'alcohol'.
I'm a shy shy boy.

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 12:10:55 GMT

Hmm, this is the 6th entry today already.. (some of them were private)
I can't sleep and theirs noone online..
That just ends with me writing here I guess..

Hmm, I got into an arguement with mommy already..
It's only like 8 oclock too.

She threw away a paper I had with appointment stuff written on it..
She's always throwing away things I need, she needs to stay out of my stuff.

Now I'm not sure if I had my appointment today or on thursday.

I watched Hey Arnold this mornin.
That shows the shiznit.
Shuttup, i love hey arnold.

Now I'm bored and awake too early.
I wanted eggs but mama wouldn't make me any.

Hmm..

That dirty monkey was beating my hood!

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 09:04:26 GMT

Hmm. I tried goin to bed but I can't sleep.
Grr. I was thinkin.
I think I figured out what I really wanted..
I don't think I can ever have it though :(
That's no fun.
I guess I wouldn't really want it unless it was impossible anyway.
I just wish when I did have it I didn't take it for granted..

I wish I could go back and do things just a bit different..

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 05:58:19 GMT

I know what I'll miss most of all..

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 04:49:05 GMT

Hmm today I slept late.

Then I think I was bored around the house for a while.

Then me and Darren got too bored and started driving around. We went down like 541 and into Beverly so I could show him the crazyyy turn. Then we ended up goin to colls and getting Jasmin. Ms Diaz is such a nice lady. She was cleaning the windows when we came by. Then we went to visit Lucia at work. And then to some grocery store and then to taco bell. The dollar menu is so great. Yo quiro taco bell. Then we went to Lucias and Sue came over. Then Sue and Jasmin left and we went to Taco Bell again. Then we went back to Lucias and sat around upstairs. Jasmin and Sue came back but Sue didn't want to come upstairs and Jasmin said I should go say goodbye to her in the car. It wasn't a traditional goodbye though, it was one of those forever goodbyes. I knew it was comin, but I thought it would be sometime lata this week. I was two days off from my guess lol. So close! On the way home we listened to more black music. So gangsta. I need new sandals. Mine smell cause they got wet. Ewwy. Someone buy me some <3 :).

Well I'ma go now cause I gots to get up early for work related shizzaz.

<3 Anthony Nicholas

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 09:29:19 GMT

tell me you love me,
show me you care,
come over here,
and take me there.

to where i still feel,
to where i still know,
that you'll be there,
wherever i may go.

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 09:12:00 GMT

Saturday was decent.

I woke up and thought it was supa late. But it was only like two. I figured it was like seven.

Darren and Brian came over for the day and we played video games. We laughed at the picture of Lucia getting a wedgie and played the Ass and Titties song by DJ Assault over and over lol.

We went outside and planned on goin somewhere but noone really wanted to drive. So we went back inside and all had hotdogs and pickles. I think me and Darren each had 2 hot dogs and a pickle. Brian switched it up and had one hot dog and like 5 pickles. Pickle monstaaa!

I think they left and I took a nap.
When I woke up I played some video games for a bit.
Then talked on el telephono for a tid.
I heard some drunken ramblings that I didn't really expect. It was kinda nice though if it was true. Well, some of it.

I'm not sure whats happening tomarrow.
Maybe it'll be fun.

I bet I'll eat though.
A ton.
I'm a fat fat kid.

I ate a whole bag of beefy jerky today.
And my tummy wanted to dieeee.

Well its poker time before bed.
Maybe I can make some more money.
Woohoo!

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 06:43:23 GMT

In a bad mood. Rarg.

Today momma woke me up early.
I had to finish some background check, but I couldn't do it all alone and needed some help I didn't get.
She did her daily reminding of how her and my dad hate me.

Sue was sposda come ova earlier but she didn't have the car so she didn't :(. I think she went to Friday's instead with Pam and Jasmin. Fridays on friday har har har. I think I took a nap.

Later I talked to Sue and we decided to goto the movies. I went and picked her up and we went to some far away theatre in like Somerdale? There were so many little loud kids. The movie was ok I guess. After to movie Sue said she was tired and wanted to go home so I dropped her off and then went back to my house. But then she invited Lucia over.. I don't think she was really tired, tricky tricky Sue. She's silly.

I came back home to more dissapointment and sadness.
My house is so not happy. :(
I wasn't that happy either.
I was in a bad mood and went to sleep early.
But then I woke up and laid in bed for a bit.
I kept thinking to much so I came hurr.
Thinkings not fun.
I'm glad I'm dumb.

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 06:49:29 GMT

Today was thursday.

Uhm, I went to the police station at Fort Dix to get fingerprinted. I had to sit in line for a while. It was so boring. I saw vanilla pepsi though. I wanted some but it was 60 cents and I only had dollars.

When I got home I played with the babies for a bit. One of them layed down with me on the couch and we watched Elmo. Elmo had to goto the doctor cause he had a ear infection. Then I put the baby down and took a nap on the couch.

When I woke up it was showa time and then I went to class. We learned about racism and prejudice today. Then we watched a movie about it. It was funny.

After class I went to target. I saw Jen there. We talked for like ten minutes and then I went home.

Tommarow I get to see Sue :). She's the besttttt. I think we might go see that movie. The Village. Oo aa scary stuff. I'm just happy to see Sue though, I haven't seen her in a while :'(. Well, she came over wed night, but it was only for a bit. Silly Sue, I lurve her.

I'm all itchy now, but I don't know why. I think I was allergic to something in the burrito. Ahhhh. I hope I don't have a reaction. Ahhh! Stupid allergies. I just took a claratin, that'll show it whose boss. Charles in charge nigga!

Tomarrow I get to hand in my fingerprints and some background check, and some medical tests to tell the place I plan on workin, CDC, that I don't have rabies or worst yet rapies, a bad case of the rapes. CDC isn't that bad, I think I start at 9.25, and theres a possobility it might be tax free so I'll be supa rich. Bling bling mutha fucka!

Ahhg so itchy.

My underpants have hearts on them.
I bought them for like 5 bucks at gap.
They're awesome.
Your just jealous that yours don't have hearts.

Ahhg I got a bump on my arm. I'm having an allergic reaction to the burrito. Damn you Jose Ole!!! Damn you to hell! I hope the claratin clicks in soon. Sooo itchy!

Drink time then sleepy time! Nite nite!

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 07:52:26 GMT

Oh snaps that things true.
I think

Hey, it just called me gay.

Haha it knows me so well.

Your mom's broken! Ooooo!

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 02:15:39 GMT

Hmm.
Well today sucked.

I don't want to talk about it.

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 14:53:24 GMT

I heard the sweetest thing last night.
I was just like ...aww thats so sweet.
I'm not sure if it's true, so I'll never bring it up.
That way I can always hope it was. ;)

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 04:08:47 GMT

I AM: Anthony Nicholas Flora
I WANT: to feel special
I HAVE: 3 dollars
I WISH: I had more than 3 dollars
I HATE: not havin 4 dollars
I MISS: feeling special
I FEAR: being alone
I SEARCH: for a 4th dollar to be friends with my other dollars
I WONDER: where that dollar might be
I REGRET: mean an asshole to some people
I LOVE: feather blankets
I ALWAYS: am thinking
I AM NOT: a mean kid
I SING: in the shower
I CRY: when I'm upset
I AM NOT ALWAYS: bored
I WRITE: when I'm creative
I WIN: sometimes
I LOSE: more than sometimes
I CONFUSE: people with my ignunce!
I NEED: a hug
I SHOULD: be reading

yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: i have this?
x. you like to cook: yes, but cooking doesnt love me
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yeah
x. you're in love: im in lurve? lol
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: i dont carry a watch
x. you bite your fingernails: nopers
x. you believe in love: mm, not really

SIGN: gemini
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: black, i dyed it twice the other day
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: Staten Island, NY

( FAMILY )
PARENTS: 2
SIBLINGS: 1
LIVE WITH: Parents and brother

( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: not sure
COLOR: blue
MONTH: May?
DAY: saturday
SONG: i like alot of songs
FOOD: cheeseburgers
SEASON: summer, sometimes
SPORT: tennis
DRINK: not sure

( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? i like both
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? im not sure
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? depends on what

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? maybe
BOUGHT SOMETHING? gas
GOTTEN SICK? my head hurted
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nopers
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nopers
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? nopers
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nope
TALKED TO AN EX? yah, i hung out with one today
MISSED AN EX? not in the way you'd think
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? right now
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? nopers
MISSED SOMEONE? i always miss someone
HUGGED SOMEONE? i hugged jen for a bit before I kneed her in the crotch
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? actually not today
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? not that i know of

Would You Ever...
1. Eat a bug? i have by accident. ewwy.
2. Bungee jump? ahh scary!
3. Hang glide? scary! but kinda cool.
4. Kill someone? ahh im a nice kid.
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? cant love everyone
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? nothanks im cool
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? nah im good
8. Parachute from a plane? maybe
9. Walk on hot coals? well, if all the cool kids are doin it
10. Go out with someone for their looks? do they look like they have money?
11. For their reputation? only if their representin.
12. Be a vegetarian? i eat more meat than jenna jameson.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? im not sure what plaid is, but i wear stripes almost everyday
14. IM a stranger? possible
15. Sing karaoke? nah
16. Get drunk off your ass? your in my world now
17. Shoplift? nah
18. Run a red light? yah.. shuttup
19. Star in a porn video? nah
20. Dye your hair blue? the temp dye maybe
21. Be on Survivor? maybe
22. Wear makeup in public? no, i only wear my makeup in private, i roleplay the band KISS in the sack.
23. NOT wear makeup? i NOT wear makeup all the time..
25. Make someone cry? not on purpose.. well sometimes..
26. Call your math teacher an idiot? nah i get more racist
27. Kick a baby? neverrr
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? ten years is alot of money
30. Take a job as a janitor? nah
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? n-n-n-n-no, G UNIT!!!
32. Stay up all through the night? everynight
33. Drink straight espresso? i like coffee

Monday Monday Monday!

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 03:32:15 GMT

Hmm I uhm, I'm not sure.
I slept late.

Then came online.
I thought Sue was might come over but she didn't.
Uhm.
I talked online for a bit.
Jen and Lucia came over for a minute.
I threw Jen's chocolates out of her car and when she went after them I took the driver seat and tried to drive away, but Lucia foiled my plans.
We went to the mall and met Pam there.
Me and Pam measured feet, hers are bigger than mine.
Shes like a foot shorter than me but has biggg feet, but no pinky toenail lol.
As soon as we got in the mall Lucia slapped me for somereason.
That manbeast.
We went to Suncoast and Pam bought another Johnny Depp movie. She <3's him.
They went to get some food and Jen gave me her keys and told me look at her keychains.
I put them in my backpocket and we went to Vans.
Jen was like OMG where are my keys?! And I pretended not to know.
So we went lookin for them.
Jen and Lucia asked the Bistro place if they've seen them and me and Pam talked to this little boy.
He was soo cute.
He was four and he was skating.
And his grandma was there too.
Pam got ahold of Jen's purse and we put the keys in it and then gave it back to her. Were such tricksters.
Jen punched me when she figured it out, and now I got a bruise on my arm.
And Lucia burped in my face. She's a manbeast. I told Jen and she was like yah Lucia kept farting like the whole way here. Ewwy.
When I got home I had some barbecue.
Then I think I took a nap.
I think Sue's gonna come over Wed. :)
Sue's a nice girl, I like her. :)
Even if she calls me stinky, and won't lick my nipples.
One day though.. I'll compell her to, and if she doesn't, there's always date rape.
Haha I'm just kidding.
I'm a good kid.

I think I'm gonna go read cause I have to get more shots tomarrow or somethin. And then I get to take a midterm.
Oo I'm lookin forward to tuesday.
It's gonna be great.
In that it's not.

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 08:42:39 GMT

I haven't really written here in a while and someone said I should write about my days or somethin?

Today I uhm, I'm not sure.
I think it was a video game day lol.

I remember playing with my brother and his friend.

Uhm, Sue was supposed to get a hedgehog named spike today, but she ended up getting a gerbil named Dude. It sounds so cute.

Sue and Jordan came over at night. Sue always says Jordan was her twin but I couldn't really see it. Jordans a nice girl though. Sue had a boo boo on her wrist :(. We played video games for a bit before Sue and Jordan left. Oo Oo Sue stole me a soda from work. It was Fufu berry. It was a crazy soda, the more I drank, the thirstier I got. It like, dried my mouth out. But it was FuFu-ey. It tasted like melted popscicles lol. Sue's a nice girl :).

My tummy hurts.

The kids in the house behind me keep setting off fireworks. Grr. It's so annoying. They keep scaring me. And they're so loud.

My room today goes from supa hot to supa cold.
Our air conditioner is broke and everythings all freaky. Daddys gonna fix it tomarrow though. He might fix my car too. I bet my axels bent. Somethings wrong with my back right tire that makes it kinda wobble. Weird.

I've been in a weird mood lately.
Hmm..

I think Sues mad at me. :(
I'm not sure why though..

I wanna feel special. :)

The fufu berry soda is crazy. It has a fortune on it.

Mine was The rainbow's treasures will soon be yours

I'm not sure what it means by that. But I hope I get somethin soon.. Anythin..?

Oo yesterday I went to Sue's and we watched baby movies of her. She was such a cute baby. I remember her being at the beach with a little shovel and she kept putting sand on her sister. It was so cute. Then her sister cried. But Sue kept going. It was adorable.

My tummy hurts more. :(

I made spagetti for a snack. But after I cooked it, it turned out to be soooo much. I tried to eat it all, but I couldn't fit it all in my belly.

I'm a fat boy. I love food. Almost as much as Pam. That chunkster. Pam's so fat.

Pam sent me a picture of Lucia getting a wedgie from Jasmin. It was sooo funny. Jasmin had Lucias underwear like up to her shoulders. LoL. Lucia's a tall girl, so that must be like, 25000000 feet. I'm just kiddin, I love Lucia. Cept for the time where she invited us over and then left like eight kids on her porch.

Darren and Eric went to North Carolina. They asked me to come but I was too poor . :(

I need money.
Will you be my suger momma? Perhaps my babies mama?

The dentist told me I need to floss.
But where in my hectic schedule could I find the time?!
Flossing is so boring and unroutinly.
I brush my teeth like 3 times a day, why can't that be enough Dr. Rockafeller. Why can't that be enough!

I'm wearing my glasses now. Their so pimp, sometimes. Their like these black frame emo glasses. Almost everyone thinks they're gay though. Cept Jasmin, she seemed to like them.

I went and played poker at Liz's last night. I lost ten dollars. Grr, I almost never lose money like that. I got impatient and made a stupid play going all in, roughly 480 chips, on 10 J OS. And I got called by one of the top two chip leaders who had Q K IS. I remember still having hope even at the river so I'll assume he won with a high. I don't know why I remember that, the hands and everything. I guess I've been playin a bit too much poker lately.

I like to drive. If I had the gas money I'd be at like the beach everyday. I <3 the beach. But I haven't been there this summer :(. I like the beach at night. It's all starry. And the waves are like bsh bsh. And yah, I'm sure everyones heard my beach story.

Grr stupid fireworks kid is still workin them fires.
If I wasn't so lazy I'd pop his ass with some paint.

I haven't played paintball in a while either.
I think only once this summer so far.
I remember it was pretty big last year.

Alot has changed since last year though I guess..
Yah..

My tummy won't stop hurtin :(.

I think tomarrows going to be boring. :(

Maybe I'll read or somethin.
I'm a smart boy. I bet I still know how to read.

Oh man fireworks boy is about to balled.
He doesn't even have the cool fireworks.
Just the stupid pop pop pop ones.
I'll pop pop pop him..

I'm just kiddin, I would never do that, I'm a good kid.

Tummmyyy :(

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 04:25:49 GMT

Hmm. Haven't wrote in a while but figured I'd try because Sue asked me to.

Uhm. Nothing really to say.

I'm not in the best of moods right now.

Bye bye.

Wed, 19 May 2004 06:39:51 GMT

Today I forget.
I got bored and went to get a job.
The lady was so nice.
She reminded me of Jasmin's mom.
She was 'wow'ed by me.
She was cool.

I don't remember alot more.
I know stuff happened though.
Too lazy to think.

Oo Rindosh came over today sometime.

I just remembered that.

I cant remember anymore.

Sleepy.

Tue, 18 May 2004 06:40:23 GMT

Last couple days of school, Weds?
---------------------------------

Came back to school.
Drank.
Wandered.
Was in the girls suite trying to get a vacuum.
Sat around there.
Left with all of their food.
Then went to the other girls suite with Elise.
The door was locked.
So we sat down in the hall.
And we made necklaces.
She gave me hers and I gave her mine.
I keep my Elise necklace on my wall of cool stuff.
Then they opened the door.
We layed around.
And played video games.
Then went back to our suite.
Elise went to bed.
I think I started calling people.
I think I was looking for sex.
But ended up talking on the phone for like an hour.
Then I went to bed.

The next day.
-------------
Had to goto my doctors appointment.
I had to wake up in the fives.
I had the worst hangover.
Made my appointment on time.
The lady asked if I was feeling any pain.
I told her I had the worst hangover ever.
She gave me medicine.

Sleep.

The next couple of days
-----------------------
Blurred. Can't remember.

Monday
------
Ran my errands.
Staples.
Walmart.
Post office.
Then played video games and talked online.
At night I went back out.
Went to walmart with lyle.
Went to Kari's house.
Michelle was there too.
We had a handle of vodka in the car.
But didn't drink it.
We sat on the porch talking about sex type stuff and pictures.
Then we went inside.
Kari's fish died.
It got flushed.
We watched Finding Nemo.
Lyle was fighting with Jigs on the phone. txt style.
Then Michelle left.
We stayed for a bit.
Christ and Tim and some other guy came.
They were piss drunk.
And had about an ounce of weed on them and more beer.
They offered but we said no.
On the way home the cops pulled us over.
I did my best to hide the handle without being seen.
It worked.
Lyle needs taillights.
I almost thought we were caught when the cop kept flashing his flashlight in the back.
Now I'm home.

Tomarrow I'll prolly look over some stuff with Rindosh.

Saturday I'll either goto a concert and hotel room with college kids, or goto north jersey with another group of college kids for the day.

Sunday is Lizzy's party type thingy.

My birthday is soon.
Less than two weeks.

Sun, 16 May 2004 07:23:12 GMT

1. Name: Anthony Nicholas
2. Nicknames: Hand Toe Knee, Florist, Flora, Ant, Ants, Antney, A-Flo.
3. Nationality: I live in America. The land of cheap cheeses.
4. Shoe size: 10-11
5. Do you have a crush: I guess I do lol.
6. Age you act: 10.
7. Where Do You Live: Eastampton
8. Where you want to live: I dunno.
9. Birthplace: Staten Island, New York
10. Favorite Salad Dressing: ranch, italian, caeser
11. Skinny dipping?: Prolly not.
12. What are you watching?: Nothin
13. Last person you talked to: Mike
14. Favorite movie: Donnie Darko
15. Favorite Book: I dunno.
16. Favorite Type of music: Changes with the mood.
17. Favorite types of cars: sporty ones.
18. Favorite Saying: "I donno!"
19. Favorite Fast Food: Not sure.
20. Favorite Ice Cream: sorbet type things usually.
21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Miller Lite and fruity stuff?
22. When Do You Go To Sleep: late/early?
23. Most Embarrassing Moment: I got pantsed during a parade in Disney World
24. Stupidest Person you know: me?
25. Craziest Person you know: I dunno.
26. Favorite holiday: everydays a holiday when your me.
27. Favorite Food: cheeseburger
28. Favorite Song: I dont wanna know., or Everytime.
29. Favorite Television Show(s): Simpsons, Family Guy, Futurama, Southpark
30. Favorite Radio Station: ..
31. Favorite junk food: bloomin onion
32. Favorite sappy love song: Tons of them
33. Favorite color: Lighter ones are all good.
34. Favorite Sneakers: I like sandals.

Section 2: THE FUTURE:
1. School: I attend the rutgers school of engineering
2. Where You Want To Live: not sure
3. How Many Kids You Want: not sure
4. What Kind Of Job You Want: something that gives me free time.
5. Wedding song: I dunno
6. Song in your head: Touch me..

Section 3: HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Been In Jail: nopers
2. Done Drugs: ..
3. Gotten Drunk: ..
4. Cheated On A Test: nah
5. Lied: prolly
6. Stolen Anything: nah
7. Broken A Bone: nah
8. Hit A Girl: All the time.
9. Cheated On A Boy/Girlfriend: ..
10. Run Away From Home: nah
11. Been With Two girls/guys At Once: yes
12. Been In The Hospital: yes
13. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yuppers
14. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: yes, its so comfy
15. Gone to Church: back in the day
16. Never slept during a night: all thetime
17. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: i was riding since i was in kindergarden
18. Been to a camp: not a 'real' camp
19. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: only water baby
20. Seen someone die: no..
21. Gone a week w/out shaving: yah
22. Didn't wash your hair for a week: ewwy no
23. Broken something valuable: yah
24. Thought you were in love: hmm.. yah..
25. Streaked the streets: almost, i had underpants on, or a towel, somethin
26. Screamed at someone for no reason: yah
27. Said I love you and meant it: yah
28. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: yuppers
29. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: yup

Section 4: WHICH IS BETTER:
1. Coke Or Pepsi: Coke!
2. Cats Or Dogs: doggys are so cute when their little, im allergic to cats
3. DVDs or VHS: DVD
4. Deaf Or Blind: i need to see.. most of the time.
5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: depends
6. Television Or Radio: tv
7. CDs Or MP3's: MP3's
8. Apples or oranges: oranges
9. Gap or Old Navy: gap

Section 5: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
1. Took A Shower: today
2. Cried: not for a while
3. Watched a Disney movie: within the week?
4. Given/gotten a hug: not for a couple of days :'(
5. Been to the movies: i forget, not that long ago though

Section 6: WHAT IS:
1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: being in bed listenin to somethin someone said that made me feel special
2. Your Most Prized Possession: the kinds with sentimental value. or labtop or car.
3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: feeling special
4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: eggs
5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: cheeseburger
6. Your Favorite Slow Song: i like alot of slow songs
7. Your Ideal BF/GF: I like my girls like I like my pizza, thin and white. But other than that, someone that makes me feel special.

Section 7: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
1. Bill Clinton: I dunno?
2. Love at First Sight: nah
3. Abortion: let them choose
4. Teenage smoking: teens are gonna smoke
5. Pot: ..
6. Eating disorders: ..
7. Rap: I dont really care for it
8. Marilyn Manson: weirdo
9. Premarital sex: I'm saving it till I get married.. Shhh.
10. Suicide: just some peoples thing
11. Drinking: everyone needs a hobby
12. Life: it has its perks
13. Death: one day
14. God: doesnt exist

Section 8: Random Q's:
1. What are your favorite forms of jewelry? I like my necklace
2. Have you ever liked someone too young for you? yeah
3. Do you think you have multiple personalities? not really
4. Ever walked in on someone changing or showering? yah?
5. What is the first thing you say on the phone? "ello?" or the name of whoevers calling, caller id stilll amazes me
6. What are you wearing? AE shorts, Gap Underpants, AE shirt.. I only shop at like 4 stores..

Wed, 12 May 2004 05:48:36 GMT

Oh my. She's so hot.
Yet so unreachable.
I haven't felt this in a while.
I almost forgot about that whole liking someone feeling.

Today was my last day of school.
Summa time!
I'm going to concencrate it somehow.
Probably sex. Cause thats pretty easy, yet somewhat meaningful.
Maybe I'll write somethin or somethin instead.
I dunno.
Somethings gotto be done though!

I gotto go to the doctors mad early.
And job hunting even earlier!
Ahh!

Darn doctor and job.

Summer be good and I'll love you forever!

I'm going to go back to college later.
I hope that turns out fun.

Diana asked me to come over today to say bye for summer and she had a 'business oppurtunity' for me? I'm not sure what that was about.
Maybe I'll see her tomarrow and find out. Silly sorority girl.

I don't want to goto sleep.

The air conditioning is on. It feels nice.

My spacebar isnt working right. Grr.

I went outside a bit ago to put the tops back on my car.

It was so warm. :)

I'm gonna try to goto the beach within the month.

My birthdays soon :).

This morning I was thinking about *** for a bit. It came out of nowhere and like sidetracked me. I remember the weirdest things at the weirdest times.

It gave me a goal for the day, although I can't say what.
But I'm pretty sure I could acheive it easily if I aim low.
Aiming high is a challenge.

The easy path or the more trying one with a greater reward. Hmm.
I'll figure that out sometime soon.

I like driving :).

I like the beach.

I think I'm going to drive to the beach.

The beach is fun.

It's got water.
And sand.
And stars.
And it goes bsh bsh bsh.
And I'm all like, beach I less than three you.
And the beach is all like, bsh bsh bsh, but that's beachtalk for, Anthony I less than three you too.

I don't want to wake up tomarrow.
Rar I want to sleep innnnnn.
Nooo I'm already only getting like 5 hours of sleep.
Nooooooo.

I drew a girl the other day.
But I messed up and gave her a mustache.
So now she's a shemale.
I gave her abs of steel.
And a cripple hand.
She's the pimpest of the cripple handed, buff, she-males.
She gets allll the guys/chicks or whatever she's into.

I like writing/talking, but I don't have anything real to say.
I guess thats why half the stuff I talk about doesn't make sense.

::Smoke 'em.
::I can't drive stick.

~Night!

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